It's 10 pm and all is quiet.  I do love these moments, but it always feels like something isn't right, I am so use to hearing noise all the time, even just the breath of a baby lying next to me.  It's moments like this that I have time to clear my head and remember all that I have to be thankful for.  I told someone the other day how "blessed" I was .  And as I walked away I thought about the meaning the word blessing.  Now, I haven't looked it up but here is what *I* think it means..."a gift which I do not deserve and could never earn,  a valuable present which I could not ever afford,  luck beyond understanding."
Sunday was my little sister's birthday.  She turned 26 and most everyone in my family turned out for the occasion.  I love being with them, we tell jokes, talk about stories from our childhood, and catch up on everyone's life.  I am so proud of my heritage.  I am proud...no, blessed... to be part of a family that loves each other so much.  We are a family that celebrates each other's victories,  shields one another from hurt, and comforts each other during hard times.  Why do I deserve to have such wounderful people in my life?  Well, I don't.  They are a blessing.
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